When I Think About Your Birth, I Remember That God Still Speaks

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I’ll never forget the day that you were born. The evening before, I had just completed a long day of work at the Red Cross and was just getting on the metro to ride home at 8pm.

It was on that ride as I sat quietly, my hands resting gently on my pregnant belly, that I whispered a prayer up to God: “Lord, I know you don’t need to tell me this, but will Grace arrive early, late, or on time?” I didn’t really expect an answer at that point. I simply wanted to pass my burden on to the Lord of that big question in every pregnant woman’s heart: “WHEN? When will my baby arrive?

But God did answer. And the answer that I got was not to the question I had asked.

I heard God speak to my heart as clearly as if His voice had been audible in my ears: “She’s six pounds.” “Six pounds?!,” I thought. “But…I didn’t ask how much she weighed…”

I called your Daddy to let him know of this seemingly strange answer from the Lord to my question about your birth. Trudging up the hill to our home, I remained puzzled but felt more peace. “Six pounds,” I kept repeating to myself under my breath, a little mystified.

I opened the door and flung myself on the couch, exhausted. Your Daddy got next to my belly and began to talk excitedly to you: “Now, dear Grace,” he said, “When you come out, I want you to come out like this….” as he proceeded to describe in detail your process down the birth canal.

We laughed a bit and I went back to reading a book about pregnancy. And then it happened. My water broke – a huge gush all over the living room couch. In a moment of semi-panic, I ran to the bathroom, unwilling to accept the inevitable – you were on your way to meet us!

“It’s too soon!” I said to your Daddy, with tears in my eyes. “She’s over a month early! – What if something is wrong?” He took my face in his hands and looked into my eyes – and he said, “What did God say to you today when you were on the metro, Laura?

I trembled in that moment at the awareness and nearness of God’s presence. “He said, “She’s six pounds.”” “And what does ‘six pounds’ mean to you now?,” he said.

I sat, reflecting thoughtfully for a moment. “That she’s a healthy baby. That she’s going to be just fine.” He smiled back at me. “Yes, that’s right. So, let’s relax and let her come!”

Together, you and I, we did the labor dance and I submitted to the process: your arrival, God’s timing – was earlier than I had expected and yet I knew at that moment that you would be fine. I would be fine.

I relaxed and in a matter of 10 hours, you were born. Not at home, as I had planned, but at a hospital I had never seen before that day. But it was all right. You were here.

I held you in my arms for the first time – and for a moment, all in the world seemed right. For one moment, Heaven itself seemed to touch earth when I heard you let out your first cry.

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And when they placed your long, lean body on the scale to weigh you, I didn’t even need to look – I knew the answer. But look, I did – and what I saw brought tears to my eyes:

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Today you are six years old. You are not a baby anymore. But God still knows every ounce of your frame, every hair on your head, every detail of every moment of your life. Every sigh you breathe, every tear that falls, every peal of laughter that sounds forth from your lips. You, my dear daughter, were and are fearfully and wonderfully made. And that point was driven deep with the details of your birth:

For you formed my inward parts;you knitted me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made” – Psalm 139: 13-14

One thing I want you to remember today is that your God – the God who ordained the day of your birth and  hung the stars in the sky and answered Elijah by fire – your God, OUR God – Still Speaks.

Through the pages of His Holy Word, through the still small voice of His Holy Spirit, through those who carry Him in their hearts. Though you may not hear Him with your ears, He sings over you:  “The LORD your God is in your midst, a mighty one who will save; he will rejoice over you with gladness; he will quiet you by his love; he will exult over you with loud singing.” – Zephaniah 3:17.


And though you are young in your faith, I pray that you will remember the boy Samuel, who was awakened from slumber by the voice of the Almighty. That you would be one who listens when God speaks and says, like Samuel, “Speak, Lord, for your servant is listening.”

Why You Should Plan a Spiritual Retreat

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In order to understand the world, one has to turn away from it on occasion.” – Albert Camus

I sat in the quiet of a simple room in the Madonna House in Washington, D.C. looking out the window with Bible and journal in hand, pen poised and ready.

I was alone. As a mother of three children 5 and under, it is hard to get alone time. At all. Even when you go to the bathroom. So the fact that I was here – that I actually made it – was a small miracle.

My original intention for this time was to plan – to put together a daily homeschooling schedule and read through all the curricula that I had so dutifully researched and purchased for the school year.

But God had other plans.

Pray Before You Plan

A few days before my “planning retreat” a friend told me she would like to come with me. “We could go to the Madonna House,” she said. I had never heard of it, but the more she shared the more I felt my soul sigh with relief.

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A spiritual oasis on Capitol Hill, this humble row house is run by two nuns who have come here with no other agenda than to pray for the people in our city and open up the home to those who desire spiritual retreat.

The night before going, as I packed up curriculum and notebooks, The Lord arrested me with these words, “Put those away – just go there and pray.”

Whenever God shifts my plans like this, I get excited. I know He is going to speak or move in my life in a way that I hadn’t expected. I lay in bed that night smiling like a child on Christmas Eve.

The next day, my husband dropped me off at the Madonna House. Even as I stood on the steps, I felt the weight of the burdens I had carried there fall off my shoulders. I was going to meet with God.

My friend and I exchanged greetings and were directed to small separate rooms – rooms that held nothing but a bed, a desk with a Bible on it, and a dresser in the corner.

The simplicity of the place alone made me breathe easier. No scattered toys or piles of laundry. My soul began to breathe, too.

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A Three Hour Retreat

I didn’t have 24 hours. I had a morning – three hours to be precise. But in those three little hours God met me in a deeply personal way, enlarging my perspective and graciously granting me the spiritual framework for our entire year of school.

I prayed over all three of my daughters and lingered long over each one, asking Christ for wisdom in how to teach and guide them.

He responded. Not with flames of fire but with soft, gentle whispers from His Word and Spirit that I would not have heard if I had not allowed my soul to get quiet enough to hear them.

I walked away entirely confident that God was with me and that He had given me His plan for our school year. I opened the curricula later with new perspective and purpose.

We often think we should plan and then pray about our plans, but we have it mixed up. Proverbs 16:3 says, “Commit your work to The Lord, and your plans will be established.

Why Should You Go on A Spiritual Retreat?

You should go because every soul needs moments of quiet and spaces to breathe, rest, recover from the scrapes and dents of daily life.

You should go when you have a big task, trip, move, step, leap, or transition ahead and you need to gain God’s wisdom.

You should go to simply refresh your soul with vision for the task and the call He has currently given to you.

You don’t need long – even a few hours will suffice. But just go – to a retreat center, a park, a beach, a lake, anywhere you know you can truly relax and focus. Your body, soul, and family will be glad that you did.

Open Your Mouth for the Speechless: A Call to Pray for the Church in Iraq

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Over the last several days and weeks we have heard the news, seen the graphic images, and learned of an onslaught of wickedness, terror, and killing of men, women, and children in Iraq by the terrorist group ISIS.

When we hear of children being decapitated, women raped, men killed, and families and whole cities being torn apart, we may have several reactions: sadness, anger, rage, fear,  and despair are just a few. Many of those being targeted are Christians.

We want to scream, to cry, and to DO SOMETHING – but we may feel helpless. “After all,” we may think, ” I’m not the President or anyone with military power to save these poor people – what can I do?”

Choosing to Engage

While we may feel helpless to do anything, we must remember something – we are not. Thousands of our brothers and sisters in Iraq and around the world are very much helpless right now, but we are not. We can do something. In fact, we can do more than we may be able to even imagine for these people.

First we must make the choice to refuse to be indifferent to their suffering plight. It can be easier than we would like to admit to turn off the television and its shocking images (which is necessary), return to our world of relative ease and quietness, and forget (or at least cease to do anything in response to) to genocide that is occurring across the world.

As my friend so aptly described to me, “I get an update about the devastation in Iraq right next to an email in my inbox with 30 Great New Crock Pot dinner recipes. The cares of my own life just seem shallow and surreal next to all of this. I’m thinking about what to make for dinner and they are thinking about how to stay alive.

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Prayer is Our Greatest Weapon

The greatest gift we can give those suffering under oppression and terrorism is to refuse to forget about their plight. Hebrews 13:3 says that we are to, “Remember those in prison, as if you were there yourself. Remember also those being mistreated, as if you felt their pain in your own bodies.

The greatest way to remember them, to hold them close to our hearts, is to lift them up in constant prayer to God. In fact, the Voice of the Martyrs has said that no matter where they go, the first request of persecuted Christians is always the same: “Pray for us.”

We can pray God’s Word over the lives of all these precious people, petitioning the “Lord of Heaven and Earth” to come to their aid and deliver them from oppression and give them strength to endure.

Where to start? I found this great three-page prayer guide for the Persecuted Church and wanted to share it with you.

If you would like to give financially to organizations who are on the ground in Iraq, Voice of the Martyrs has close relationships with the indigenous church in Iraq and are able to dispatch help to many Christians who fled Mosul. Check out this page to find out more.

Pray for the Persecutors

Pray not only for the persecuted but the persecutors – remember that Jesus turned Saul the persecutor into Paul the evangelist and he can pour His love and grace into every human heart who hears and turns to Him.

And pray for those who are in authority in our government, that God would guide them to make wise decisions on behalf of the innocent who suffer.

Refuse to be indifferent. In the words of Martin Luther King Jr., “The ultimate tragedy is not the oppression and cruelty by the bad people but the silence over that by the good people.

 

 

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